Overwhelmed

Today, well for the last little while I have felt overwhelmed. I feel like my to do lists are just getting longer and I cannot do all I hope, and so I do nothing. I should be cleaning, sewing, cooking, organizing, planning, I don't. I am feeling quiet, and sometimes a little sad. Some days are better then others and some days, I just do the things that matter the most. Bathe my babies, feed them and us and maybe a walk around the block. Some days though, we don't even leave the house. I love Christmas, but it feels like a big race that I don't have the energy for and the deadline is looming.